Novel Star Chapter 446 Losing is also gaining
Chapter 446 Losing is also gaining
Chapter 446 Losing is also gaining
Except for those recruits who had already sacrificed, the remaining people were basically injured to varying degrees.
And after they experienced a few days of turbulence, the damaged warship dragged its bulky body and reluctantly came to the nearest naval base from here.
Thea stood at the bow of the boat smoking a cigarette silently, thinking about this series of things in his mind.
Thinking of the recruits on Zefa's ship in the original book, only Ain and Binz survived, but Teya knew very well that even if only one recruit died this time, Zefa's mood would be the same.
After all, the recruits he trained with his own hands have come to an end before their lives have even begun. The feeling of hatred is beyond the comprehension of others.
The pain of the residual arm is not as good as this.
It's just that Teya knows that he is not Zefa, and Zefa has locked himself in the room without saying a word recently, and he doesn't know what Zefa is thinking in his heart.
After experiencing such an incident, it is unknown what kind of changes it will bring to him.
"Ugh."
Sighing, Thea pressed the cigarette butt against the railing vigorously, then threw it out.
The impulsiveness at that moment gradually faded away as he calmed down.
Things have already been like this, no matter what you do, you can't save the lives of those recruits, and Teacher Zefa's arm.
It's just that Zefa's current state, Teya really doesn't know what Teacher Zefa is thinking in his heart, and he didn't respond when he knocked on the door, which made Teya a little worried.
Is it possible that because of this incident, Zefa will return to the original mentality, which is bound to eradicate the pirates in the entire sea, and embark on that paranoid path?
After thinking about it, Teya felt that this possibility was not great, because the current Zefa was no longer the former Zefa, and Zefa locked himself in front of the room, and the last sentence he said to Teya was this A group of children died on the way to battle, and he saw the will of the navy in the future.
I believe that based on this sentence, Zefa will never go on the path of paranoia, but he really needs a calm time.
In the past few days, they communicated more with the freshmen like Ain Binz, but the sudden departure of the teammates who had been training together for so long was really a big blow to them at their age.
We have made up our minds, this is what Ain said to Thea.
The sea fog in front had dissipated, and an island appeared within sight, and they had arrived.
There is a naval base here. Although it is not big, it is enough to rest here for the time being.
Before coming here, Teya thought about returning directly to the Navy headquarters, because Zefa had to be taken into consideration.
However, the damage of the warship is no longer enough to support the long-term voyage, and some recruits also need to be treated properly, so Teya still ordered to come here to recuperate first.
Thea sighed and returned to the cabin.
But this time, he found that the door of Zefa's room was opened, and he quickly walked up.
Walking to the door, Zefa also just came out, and the two looked at each other.
"Boy, what are you doing in such a panic?"
Hearing what Zefa said, Thea immediately shook his head with a wry smile.
You locked yourself in the room for several days, and you asked me why I was in such a panic, how can there be any reason for this.
But Teya replied with a smile: "Mr. Zefa, we have arrived at the nearest naval base, and we will recuperate here for a while before returning to the headquarters."
Zefa didn't say anything, just nodded, and then walked quickly towards the hatch.
Thea, who was following behind him, hesitated several times until he reached the deck outside the cabin door.
Zefa took a deep breath, and then seemed to have experienced a lot of restraint to suppress himself, and wanted to release it, but he still didn't cry out after all.
He beckoned Thea to follow him to the bow, and then asked Thea for a cigarette.
Teya had never seen Zefa smoking before, but Teya handed Zefa a cigarette and lit it without too much hesitation.
"Cough cough..."
Accidentally choked and coughed, but Zefa endured and smoked.
"I've been thinking about a lot of things these days." Zefa took a puff of cigarette and then turned to Thea and said, the cigarette ash in his hand has grown long, "Even in my sleeping dream, I can still dream Those kids..."
Teya looked at Zefa silently, and understood how much Zefa's psychological burden was these days.
The pain that Zefa has experienced is not something ordinary people can bear, but deep down in his heart, he should still be afraid of encountering such a life-and-death separation.
It's just that if it's really bearish, it would be too unfeeling.
However, Zefa at this time gave Thea a feeling of being completely reborn. No complicated emotions could be seen on his face. It seemed that everything was going with the wind, but his eyes were not ruthless, but A feeling to keep in mind.
"Teacher Zefa..."
"Boy, losing is also gaining, but it doesn't mean I will forget these things, I just keep them in my heart."
After Zefa finished speaking, he paused for a moment and continued: "Besides, I am not considered a failure."
Having said that, Zefa raised his right arm, but that seriously damaged arm looked extraordinarily powerful in Teya's eyes.
Yes, Black Arm Zefa never left, he was always there.
Snapped--
Thea slapped Zefa hard on the back, almost knocking Zefa staggering.
I saw Teya laughed and said: "Mr. Zefa, you are already like this, so you don't have to worry me for so many days. You know that these days when I chatted with Ain and the others about this matter, my brows almost froze. It can burn."
Although he knew that Thea said it exaggeratedly, but Zefa knew that Thea cared about him for sure, and he still felt very relieved.
It's just that he did this to give himself a quiet space to think, otherwise he wouldn't be able to get out of this closed heart, and no one would be able to help him.
After fully awakening, Zefa finally came out, and he was more frank than before.
What Ain heard from Teya had already told Zefa in the morning, and it was precisely because of that sentence that Zefa really came out.
Carrying on with the will and dreams of your dead companions, you will eventually forget what they were like, but their will will make you stronger.
Thinking of this, Zefa also took a deep look at Thea.
This child has also influenced me invisibly, has it changed me?
It is really my luck to meet this kid.
"The plan after going back this time, the old man has already decided, but I'll keep it a secret and not tell you."
Zefa chuckled, then threw the cigarette in his hand aside, turned and left.
Thea, who didn't look back, smiled and looked at the approaching Navy Pier.
He vaguely guessed what Zefa wanted to say.
Moreover, Zefa must do the same, go to the scientific army to install the mechanical arm.
lose?Zefa never lost anything, on the contrary, he gained a lot.
This time was the same, what he got was a braver heart than before.
(End of this chapter)